Random Thoughts

Inspired by the tune "Tonic - If you could only see"

If you only knew how much she means
I try I try to see past what I've seen
Today I woke up gasping for her smell
If you could only see how soft her touch is
When she looks at me

I only wish you could understand what I feel

When I drift to sleep you're there
Your there with me falling in my arms
My world spinning with the possiblities
But when I look into your eyes
All I know is that you love me

All I want is God's will for me
And either way my life will continue on
I guess the only certianty is that time will tell
When I hit the mat and they ring that bell
But when I look up to see her eyes
All I know is that you love me

I only wish you could understand what I feel

I'm not try'n to rush you God
Everyday I want to become less of me
So that more of you can come in
But these ragged feelings are there
Closest to my heart is you Lord
Everyday I try to spend with you

I only wish they could understand how I feel

Knowing that I'm not controlled by my feelings
Is a comforting blessing coming from my Father
Tears rolling down my face in confusion
But why..WHY Lord when I look into her eyes
All I know is that she loves me

I only wish I could understand how I feel

All you say to me is that it is not the time
And when I fall asleep I'm there falling in your arms
My world spinning with the possibilities
But when I look into your eyes
All I know is that you love me

My Prayer today Lord
Is that you'd take my life and make it clean
Whatever it may have been
May I learn to rest patiently on your wisdom
Knowing that to yours is the Kingdom
Keep me Lord in your arms
So that I may not suffer from earthy harms
Bless me with your annointing I pray
So that I may live for you everyday
And Bless me with a Godly wife
That I may Love for life
And until that day when you bring her to me
Give me the strength to stay stedfast on you for all eternity
If need be
Amen