Tough Nite

How can it be that someone like you can actually exist?
And yet be so far away from me
How can that possibly be?

To think that someone like you once had feelings for me too
What am I supposed to do?
And now we’re arguing about who hates who
Oh if only you knew, how I rue

Are you so immune of your feelings for me?
That is so hard to see

But if you have found the cure please tell me!

How do I turn off this pounding feeling my chest?
How am I to look at the stars without you and be content, lest
Find any peace in rest?

You have wrecked me forever dear girl
How am I to look at another when compared to a pearl?

Some days; nay most, I wish you did not subsist
So that I would not have to go on without you like this

And it seems that forever apart we will be
How pathetic is it, that I still would take comfort
if you find happiness without me?

It’s been quite some time now,
And you know that I hate to take a bow
And admit defeat
But I just can’t get you beat

I’m going crazy trying to figure out what to do
And I know that if I ever tell these words to you

You’d probably laugh and scoff
And then I’d get my nervous cough
And go flush, and tongue tied

So I’ll continue to say that I never lied
“No, I don’t care for her”
And things will never be as they were

But maybe I'll find happiness without you
And you without me
I guess we’ll just have to wait and see